My Dearest Chronicles

         For a mother, her child is the first priority in life. From the very beginning of his existence in her womb till the time he is independent, she nurtures and protects the child. And is a support even after that. Honestly speaking, it's just impossible to even reciprocate the amount of love and care a mother gives to her child but it is surely possible to give her at least what we can. But another bitter truth is the fact that this hardly even happens.      This poem over here tries to reflect on this fact. We don't have any idea how much injustice we do to the most important lady of our life. So let's begin: To have an amazing experience you can also watch this poetry video in the link below:- To watch this poetry video click here Kudrat ka karishma ho ye kyu hain bhul jaate..? Maa, tujhe log kyu samajh nahi paate? Kho kar apni neendein kisi aur ne na sulaya hoga... Mamta bhari awaaz se kisi ne na bulaya hoga.. Chot lage jab k...

           Is there anything as such as not being furious? Or probably you dream to be someone of that sort. You say you get angry, but it's not your fault. But then it is also you who says you would control it.  An interesting fact that I came to notive about anger is, that it isn't something that you think you can suppress. You would fine millions of people telling you about controlling it, ignoring it or simply not feeling it. Just try to imagine a different situation. Suppose you get hurt while playing, cooking, or while doing anything (activity isn't important). A sure shot outcome would be pain from that hurt. Now imagine someone telling you, ignore it, ignore your wound, ignore your pain, or simply don't feel the pain. How would that sound like?  Craziness? Or something you would call nonsense? Isn't it?       Now try to relate this with your situations, don't you feel the same when you are angry and some one advises you...

           Everything you did in the past simply feels worthless just because of one unexpected outcome which you may or may not be the cause of. Have to be taken for granted and left unattended just for that single unattempted mistake of yours. Regret? But for what? For not being able to do something you couldn't do? You have people with their own list of expectations, simple or complicated, they would want things to happen the way they like.       Behave according to the needs and beliefs of the society. Dress the way they like, work the way they tell you to, like whatever they stereotype you to, and above all, well nothing comes above their wishes. You believe you can change the world? You feel you are better in something you like but they don't? You are simply supposed to act, act the way they tell you, not an inch of inacuuracy is acceptable.       You think you are strong enough? There are examples o...

             You cannot use your brain to do multiple things at once. You cannot concentrate if you do not focus on one work at a time. And if by any chance you do so and perform satisfactorily, well then congratulate yourself for being a multi tasking individual.      It's so great to be able to do everything but then, only such individuals know how it feels to be actually someone of that kind. You know a little bit of everything, but nothing as a whole can define you. It's hard, truse it's really hard when such individuals are to make choices. A normal individual would simply go towards the path which leads them towards an easy or probably a more interesting way they would like their lives to be. But what about such people who have an equal amount of love, interest, time and effort for multiple ways? I don't think it's a crime to have multiple choices, but in real, it is actually a carrier suicide as a whole of we look deep...

           Now, when I see my friends, another creepy thought comes into my mind that shakes me down to my spine. I know the virtues of not being jealous. I know it's our insecurities that make us unhappy. But when we come to a practical aspect of life, we come across hurdles created by our own mind. And the same happens with me. I feel like lagging behind. What good things I did in the past doesn't amaze me at all since I'm not able to replicate it in my present.       It feels frustrating and disheartening. I feel like I am a worthless creature. Not because I don't know what my abilities are, but only because I can't conquer them. Every step brings with it a hurdle which is twice it's worth. It doesn't mean that my goals aren't my priority, it does not even imply I am scared of these obstacles. It simply means each every step requires me to invest double or treble the energy and time that I actually need to have invested in...

             I don't know how to start with it. It's actually something that I feel is not an imagination, but seems really silly when jotted down in the form of text. In the age of technology we have seen ourselves standing on the very narrow border between what we called as modern and age old mindsets. Most of us lie in the midst of the past and future generations and our mind works in that very manner. We have parents who had been living all their life following rules and regulations set up for them by their parents or guardians. And then we have a future generation that believes in freedom from all sorts of boundaries set up to cage their passion and dreams.       All we do is continuously struggle to find an easy way out to satisfy both. I see this everyday. I see it all live in front of my eyes. It's my cousin I would talk about. It's his girlfriend who is completely unknown to me and who actually feels that I have...