My Dearest Chronicles

     The human race is evolved with an ability to perceive what's going on around in the environment. We have a cognitive ability and that is what makes us realise if there is something wrong going on around us. It helps us to raise our voice and ask for help or even complain to save ourselves from that wrong thing. But when the matter comes to a problem within us or with the people around us, and if this cognitive ability comes into action we are somewhat under an external pressure and resistance to not bring it out in public.      These are a wide range of topics such as, a mental health issue, an issue with the behaviour of a family friend or a relative, an issue with your own family or parents, an issue with someone socially powerful and sometimes even those who are a part of some authorities, etc. There might be more in this list or maybe some different versions of the same story. But there is one thing that is common, and that is the resis...

     "Hai junoon" is basically a motivational and inspirational poetry for those who are facing hard times and have a strong desire to come out of them. This poem would help create a spark in those people who have big dreams but lack in the spark required, those, who find it difficult to stand up again if they fall once in the way to their destiny.       This poem explains the fact as to how can we prevent ourselves from giving up. It explains, that a person if had any intentions to give up, or had a fear to lose, would have never started to fight for his/her dreams. It lets us know that whenever we feel like we are loosing it, remembering why we started, helps.      A person's biggest competitor in the world is no one else but himself. If you can't change your situations, no one else can do it for you. Giving up is as easy as simply sitting down feeling tired, but that is an option that should not be given to you...

           Now, when I see my friends, another creepy thought comes into my mind that shakes me down to my spine. I know the virtues of not being jealous. I know it's our insecurities that make us unhappy. But when we come to a practical aspect of life, we come across hurdles created by our own mind. And the same happens with me. I feel like lagging behind. What good things I did in the past doesn't amaze me at all since I'm not able to replicate it in my present.       It feels frustrating and disheartening. I feel like I am a worthless creature. Not because I don't know what my abilities are, but only because I can't conquer them. Every step brings with it a hurdle which is twice it's worth. It doesn't mean that my goals aren't my priority, it does not even imply I am scared of these obstacles. It simply means each every step requires me to invest double or treble the energy and time that I actually need to have invested in...

      Don't you feel sometimes people around you seem too annoying but those reasons did not bother you so much in some other point of time with the same people causing them? Do you really think every issue that comes up needs a big fight or argument to be resolved? Or probably you are the one who sometimes feel like surrounded by a bunch of idiots having no common sense at all. You see you have been under a very common situation and that doesn't even seem like a problem. Neither did any of you guys ever realised nor did I. I admit, I had been in to same situation when I felt and reacted in an overwhelming way. My views suddenly changed when a certain activity came in between as an interval. Slowly and gradually I felt like agreeing to something that my own subconscious mind popped inside my head. I agreed to the fact that I overreacted previously over the situation which was possibly a mistake but did not deserve a big punishment rather could be handled patiently or simp...